I am a disgusting pig. I've been happily married for 25 years but I've cheated on my wife for the last 2 years with a prostitute. I know I have no feeling for her because she's never on my mind between sessions, I see her occasionally whenever have the "urge" to get an oral pleasure, so on average I see her 15 minutes once every 5-6 weeks (my wife has never provided oral, never did, never will - but still not a reason for me to betrayed her).
I have great remorse of my betrayal and vouch never to slip again. However, I'm quite confused as to why I kept seeing a prostitute to satisfy a sexual desire if I have no feeling for her at all. Am I a sex addict? If so, can someone provide me with links or materials about how to cure this addiction. Thanks