Been clean for 3 years, actually nearly 4 now. I know what it's like when your bang on it, everyone's your friend, everyone is buzzing making money, running their own business's and the thought of getting clean is not even an option. It's your life.
Well if you get a chance, maybe tonight as your laying in bed as you are buzzing. Think about life before your addiction, the way things use to be. Take the first step. Make a call to someone who can help. I did it and I promise it was worth it. Cheers.